ALASKA:)

Hello, everyone!!! I am safely here in alaska, where I have met some aweome people, some new friends, and a not-so-fabulous school. Well, I am very extremely sorry that I haven't written some posts lately. I have been very busy. But, my best friend Abby (randomnawesome.blogspot.com) convinced me to come back. Hope you didnt miss me too much! Today is the1st of December. I will soon be turning 14.....in about 4 months. I really want to ease this horse, Smokey, so me an my really close friend, Tori, can ride together. She has a horse. I have ridden him several times:) he's soooo cute. It's only 250 bucks a month, which really isnt that bad. I think my dad might like the idea because this way, he doesn't have to buy me a car. The snow is thigh deep. The school got delayed for 2 hours. It was awesome. Inhope that maybe someday I can visit Maine again, but I don't think it will be anytime soon. Well, keep checking out my site!!! Will blog some more 2morrow!!!

Hey!

HEYYYYY!!!!! I miss everyone sooo freaking much. Not a ton has happened though....i went to roseburg, Oragon, to visit my great grandma....shes turning 90. then me and my family went camping for 10 days. that was kinda dumb. i had to live out of my suitcase for 10 DAYZZ!!!!!!!! But...anyway. so today was my grandmas birthday, and from now on, i will try to start blogging at least 5times a week. bye!! if you have any questions, comment!

'Sup?

Hey people! i miss Maine. i have officially moved on, but please stay my follower. I am having a great time in oregon with my cousins, but I miss abby too much. i love you Abby! if I was gay, i would marry you! JKJK. LOL HAHAHAHA. Tomorrow is my sisters birthday and my great grandmas birthday. Shes turning 90 and my sistah is turning 10. well, I will TTYL. I will fill you in and youy do the same to me!!!!! BYEEEBYEEE!!!! (Y)--peace

The Last

This is my last blog until I arrive in Seattle. I miss and love you all, espeaciallly Abbyyy. Bye. Talk to u in a while...

Dance Like There's no Tomorow...

OMG. The Step-up Dance was off the chain! I was dancing my head off, mostly because that was my last dance....in Maine before I move. I went with Lexie, Larissa, and some of my other friends. We had an awesome time getting ready. We were expirementing with so many types of makeup and we kept sharing it, and trying everybody else's clothes on. It was awesome. Since me and Lexie are on Student Council, we had to be there early. When we got there, the Student Council people had to work. So we did for about 15 minutes while everybody came in and paid. Then we got to dance. Me and Abby danced like drunkies!!!!!!!! Oh My FRIGGING GAWD!!!!! We were so funny. Whenever the 6th graders come, like Lexie and Larissa, I always have the best time. It was my last dance ever in Maine, so I wanted to make it worth wild. But, sadly, halfway through the dance, my shirt broke. I tried everything to fix it, but in the end, I ended up calling my mom to bring me an outfit. Luckily, the day before the dance, my mom bought me a dress and that's what she brought me. I was so happy. Then when the slow dances came, I danced with my gay lover, even though I am not gay, Sicah. We had an awesome time. Plus, Abby got her first kiss!!!!!!

Tragic

Something tragic has happened, except I cannot tell you because I would be in great trouble. The thing is, its horrible. It's not about me,its about a VERY close, almost family close, friend. My BFF. FOREVER. I hope this person gets better. It creeps me out how all the teachers watch and creep around. But whatever. I will disguise the name. It is now Kevinn. Kevinn is my best friend. My best friend FOREVER. I hope that Kevinn is reading this, so he/she can know how much I worry. My life is suckish right now. All I know is this one fact: Kevinn is sick. In mental ways more than physical. I hope he/she gets better. I miss him/her.

At the moment, I am depressed. Every time I think about Kevinn, I can't help but cry. I have only just found out about 1/2 hour ago, so I am still in shock. I am also sad because I have not a lot to live for. I am moving in 12 days, and I have no funiture. I AM SLEEPING ON A FREAKIN' AIR MATRESS!!!!!!!

Things That Make Me Cry At The Moment:
1. Knowing that my best friend is suffering
2. Knowing I will not get to go to Sebego Lake with my grade
3. Knowing I will never go to the Cumberland Fair again
4. Knowing that I will not get to have a yearbook
5. Knowing I have nobody to talk to anymore
5. Knowing that I won't be in Maine on the 15th
6. Knowing I will never be able to change my life
7. Knowing that I will never get my seventh grade year back again.

After the Party...

After the party i went to, i realized something needed to happen. Quick.

I NEED TO LOOSE WEIGHT.

This girl Olivia, is so perfectly skinny and curvy and she eats a lot of food. I don't know how she does it! Whatever, but I still need to loose like...hmm........30 pounds?? I am not gonna starve myself or do anything crazy, but I had nothing better to write about..........