Tragic

Something tragic has happened, except I cannot tell you because I would be in great trouble. The thing is, its horrible. It's not about me,its about a VERY close, almost family close, friend. My BFF. FOREVER. I hope this person gets better. It creeps me out how all the teachers watch and creep around. But whatever. I will disguise the name. It is now Kevinn. Kevinn is my best friend. My best friend FOREVER. I hope that Kevinn is reading this, so he/she can know how much I worry. My life is suckish right now. All I know is this one fact: Kevinn is sick. In mental ways more than physical. I hope he/she gets better. I miss him/her.

At the moment, I am depressed. Every time I think about Kevinn, I can't help but cry. I have only just found out about 1/2 hour ago, so I am still in shock. I am also sad because I have not a lot to live for. I am moving in 12 days, and I have no funiture. I AM SLEEPING ON A FREAKIN' AIR MATRESS!!!!!!!

Things That Make Me Cry At The Moment:
1. Knowing that my best friend is suffering
2. Knowing I will not get to go to Sebego Lake with my grade
3. Knowing I will never go to the Cumberland Fair again
4. Knowing that I will not get to have a yearbook
5. Knowing I have nobody to talk to anymore
5. Knowing that I won't be in Maine on the 15th
6. Knowing I will never be able to change my life
7. Knowing that I will never get my seventh grade year back again.